What About Giving All To God?

C.S. Lewis speaks to the need of giving all to God.

Sure. 

But this idea is very foreign to me personally. 

I have been raised in a situation where it is very important to take care of yourself, and I, and only I, have the ability to feed, hydrate, and provide for me.

Provide.

It is crazy to be a religion major because that will not get me the big bucks in the end. 

Yet C.S Lewis addresses it perfectly when he says, "we are like eggs... you can not go indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad." 

I feel like it is most difficult for me to give my day to day needs to God. 

To totally surrender to the idea that if I am moving in God's will for my life, I will be better than trying to control my future myself, that is most difficult for me.

I do not want to go bad.